As to the lack of activity

[Shana]

<sub>Alright, so I came on today and saw the general member grievances thread and read through that, and that really guilted me out so I figured I had to post something so people understand the situation I am in at the moment so I have an excuse for the crap that I put Feather and, I suppose, all of the members here through.

I'm currently working 70+ hours a week and it is absolutely killing my muse 100%. I really do wish I could come on, hang out in the cbox, post with all my characters a hundred times over but I haven't really been able to write lately. Fortunately, now that I've finished my 4 year course I'm out of school for the moment.

So, what I'm doing is a half-apprentice thing with various groups of people, helping out with animation for uni-films and stuff like that. This is pretty much my day and at times I don't get to sleep until 8am in the morning because afterwards I have to work red eye shift.

But I digress!

I really miss this place, in huge amounts. Life in general has been being an absolute bitch to me in work/social/relationships etc. But I think it hasn't really been fair that I haven't been here at all, Feather has had the work 100% lumped on her and if she wasn't one of the most amazing people I have had the pleasure of working with on anything, and I've had to work with a lot of people :l.

So, I suppose I made this thread as both an apology and a thank you. I apologize for not being on and I will do my absolute best to post at least once a week. I thank Feather for being such a perfect admin, and honestly I wish you the best of luck in anything you choose to do in life. You really have the hardworking and kind nature that will give you success in the big world we live in.

Also, seeing as pretty much everyone here hasn't met me... I'm Shana and the ex-unbelievably active admin of Remoor. I promise I will come on often, if I can. If I can get my muse back for here, I hope it will turn back into my home away from home.

This is Shana signing off. I love you all, even those of you I have never met. Remoor was my dream and every single one of you is keeping it alive. I appreciate that more then you can ever imagine. It's nice to come on here when I have spare moments in the day and see people enjoying something I worked on like this.</sub>

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[Ayako]

I wish I could speak as eloquently as Pheno does to tell you just how sorry I am Shana. I didn't mean to load any guilt on you or make you think you needed to explain to us. I was just frustrated and upset and I started a whole bunch of shit that I never should have. I know how hard it is to work a 70+ hour work week and I never meant to make you feel like you had to start posting again, we just missed you and I get frustrated easily over the smallest things. If you feel you can't post, then don't force it; just come back to us when you're ready.

[lana]

x_o

70+? That's practically half the week. Cheese and rice. I won't ask why you're working so much, but I thank you for posting this. And I apologize for anything we may have said that was over the line, as I'm sure plenty of us did.

Heck, I'm not even sure if you remember me, but really, thank you and I'm sorry you have no muse and have to work so damn much. You just making your presence known, I think, will help reassure everyone. Take your time, and we hope to see you back soon ^^

[Feather]

Nah--Shana I don't need a apology. I understand.

Glad that you are finished with schooling--and wish you the best of luck with that~

Hopefully, the degree will allow you to get one high-paying job though Shana.

I still do love ya though <33

--Teh Feather