Post by //.ElusiveSerenade.\\ on Sept 4, 2009 10:40:35 GMT -5
In regards to my frequent periods of inactivity, I'm here to give you my reasons.
-- I have really high standards for myself, which means even before school starts I'm working diligently on my AP projects for the classes I'm taking. Because of those projects, my mom is really serious about me pulling, like, crazy grades(We're speaking 98-100 here. >___>) She's a bit paranoid about my future, as am I, so she tends to push me to excel in all I do. Can't really hate her for it, but yeah. So first reason: AP PROJECTS. Woohoo! Once they're done and over with I should have some free time, but we'll see when that time comes.
-- SAT stuff. While the SATs aren't until May or so, I have classes to go to all year round. They're relatively two hours or so -- really expensive, too. It's dumb -- and my mom makes me go. I also read the Barron's book ritually in hopes that maybe, just maybe, I'll get a higher score if I do -- doubt it, but a girl can try, eh? Have a little faith in me, haha. xD Anywayssssss, there is reason number two: SATS YIPPEEE! -sarcasm-
-- Work. I'm working at Borders, something I've wanted to do since I was probably...ten? Probably. Don't really remember that far back. I'm really only working to raise money for my college tuition -- or whatever I need of it -- and a car. Most of my money is coming from my Richy-Rich Grandpa(seriously, I don't know where he gets his money), lmao. I just want to work for my own things, though. Makes me feel less lazy and stuffs. My work days aren't everyday, but I get enough hours as it is with SATs and school work to put on top of that. There is a brief reason three: WORK.
-- School. (^^ -Points to reason one-) I'm taking AP's and lots of them, you figure out what that means for me. Two hours or more of homework! >___< Hey, can't complain, I asked for it. :P There is reason four: SCHOOL.
-- Friends. I have a life, as we all do, and go out like a normal teenage girl. I also have a boyfriend, so he takes up some time. Especially since I realllllyyyyy like him and I'm sure he feels the same way about me, otherwise we wouldn't be dating. So yeah, I'm always out nowadays with friends. But honestly, parents will be putting the limits on that because I have to be a "Star Student" and all that crap. Reason five: LIFE! :D
If I come up with anymore reasons as to why my life currently sucks, I'll be sure to post them here. :] Hahaha. Not really. I just have a lot on my plate right now, but it'll get a little less stressful when school actually starts. That's just because I tend to make time for myself when I'm under pressure. And with what I'm posting here, I'm planning to get onto Remoor whenever I can. I wouldn't leave like I did last time, I like it too much here. xD I just need you guys to understand that I'm not, like, ditching or getting lazy or something. Life just happens to kick me in the butt at all the wrong times.
Love you all. <3
-- And again, you'll see me around. How much you'll see me? That' depends on my week, unfortunately.
Oh, and if you actually took the time to read this rant that actually helped my stress level lower a bit...thank-you. :] It takes a strong person to listen to my pointless rants. Hahaha. Just kiddinggg.
-- I have really high standards for myself, which means even before school starts I'm working diligently on my AP projects for the classes I'm taking. Because of those projects, my mom is really serious about me pulling, like, crazy grades(We're speaking 98-100 here. >___>) She's a bit paranoid about my future, as am I, so she tends to push me to excel in all I do. Can't really hate her for it, but yeah. So first reason: AP PROJECTS. Woohoo! Once they're done and over with I should have some free time, but we'll see when that time comes.
-- SAT stuff. While the SATs aren't until May or so, I have classes to go to all year round. They're relatively two hours or so -- really expensive, too. It's dumb -- and my mom makes me go. I also read the Barron's book ritually in hopes that maybe, just maybe, I'll get a higher score if I do -- doubt it, but a girl can try, eh? Have a little faith in me, haha. xD Anywayssssss, there is reason number two: SATS YIPPEEE! -sarcasm-
-- Work. I'm working at Borders, something I've wanted to do since I was probably...ten? Probably. Don't really remember that far back. I'm really only working to raise money for my college tuition -- or whatever I need of it -- and a car. Most of my money is coming from my Richy-Rich Grandpa(seriously, I don't know where he gets his money), lmao. I just want to work for my own things, though. Makes me feel less lazy and stuffs. My work days aren't everyday, but I get enough hours as it is with SATs and school work to put on top of that. There is a brief reason three: WORK.
-- School. (^^ -Points to reason one-) I'm taking AP's and lots of them, you figure out what that means for me. Two hours or more of homework! >___< Hey, can't complain, I asked for it. :P There is reason four: SCHOOL.
-- Friends. I have a life, as we all do, and go out like a normal teenage girl. I also have a boyfriend, so he takes up some time. Especially since I realllllyyyyy like him and I'm sure he feels the same way about me, otherwise we wouldn't be dating. So yeah, I'm always out nowadays with friends. But honestly, parents will be putting the limits on that because I have to be a "Star Student" and all that crap. Reason five: LIFE! :D
If I come up with anymore reasons as to why my life currently sucks, I'll be sure to post them here. :] Hahaha. Not really. I just have a lot on my plate right now, but it'll get a little less stressful when school actually starts. That's just because I tend to make time for myself when I'm under pressure. And with what I'm posting here, I'm planning to get onto Remoor whenever I can. I wouldn't leave like I did last time, I like it too much here. xD I just need you guys to understand that I'm not, like, ditching or getting lazy or something. Life just happens to kick me in the butt at all the wrong times.
Love you all. <3
-- And again, you'll see me around. How much you'll see me? That' depends on my week, unfortunately.
Oh, and if you actually took the time to read this rant that actually helped my stress level lower a bit...thank-you. :] It takes a strong person to listen to my pointless rants. Hahaha. Just kiddinggg.